Trying hard just doesn't seem to be enough, it's like an endless struggle.
I don't know how has things ended up like this.
I don't know how did we ended up here.
I don't know what happened along the way.
I don't know why everything doesn't seem to be going on the right track already.
I don't know why we just can't be happy together.
I don't know what is this anymore.
I don't know why, I don't know.

But I do know that I am at my wit's end already.
That I am totally drained out.
That you are very tired too.
That I can no longer find the You and Me that used to be Us.
That we can't do this anymore.
That we both tried our very best.
That we shouldn't put the blame on ourselves.
That everything I had with you was never a mistake.
That I am happy to have the past 19 months.
That I'll never ever hate you.
That I am gonna move on no matter how hard it gets.
That this is the end.
The end that's not quite like all our previous ends.
This is really the very end.

And I've never regret Monday.

We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought
We used to know
At least there's you, and at least there's me
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?